So I go for my 30 week appointment tomorrow. I meet with Dr. Gemmel for the first time. She is the last one I need to meet. I obviously liked Dr. P. and Dr. Clark and I met Dr. Jacobson and loved her. I have heard good things about Gemmel so as long as I like her, I will be good for whoever decides to deliver Lane.
The nursery is done. Everything is ready for Lane except for mommy. Even Chad is ready for me to deliver. I am just nervous this time. I am not ready for my life to change again. I like the way it is going. I am happy with Sophia. We are such buddies. I just don't want to turn her world upside down. I know she will adjust. I just worry about her. I also worry about having enough love for 2 kids. I love Sophia so much that i can't even imagine loving someone else that much. I know, I am crazy.
My hormones are in full rage now. I am a wreck. I cry all the time.
Never did like being pregnant.
